December 2010
21 posts
BitterSweet
today just seemed so off that i was screaming from the top of my head, why do things happen the way they do? from one apology to the next. the second was better i must say. out of the blue. out of months since i have talked to you.. you said sorry and happy holidays. once i saw the text it literally took me 10 minutes to stop pacing around wondering if i should just read it or not. even though the...
im not picky because i got hurt, im picky because...
indecisive and complicated.
i like you sometimes, then other times i just like you as a friend. maybe im foolin myself and him too when i just want the attention or if im just bored. i feel bad when i do trust me. i tried pulling away and no matter how much i tell you the truth you still want me there. maybe im picky? maybe i just dont like you? but fuhh. idk what the hell to do hah. any girl should like you, but idk what...
Random Thought.
they say the friends you have when you’re younger aren’t going to be there anymore when you’re older. they say the close friends that you end up being room mates with hate each other when they move out. it seems so real now, but will it 3, 4, 8 years from now? Random thought. i wonder what the futures holds for all us. its interesting how each of us have our own aspirations and...
princessreezie asked: hii roxxyy :]
how you doin?
how you doin?
Trust me; your hot, cute, gorgeous, and beautiful,...
wow thanks, you're such a hypocrite.
i think the only reason why we talk is because of what other people think. and what others would think of you if we didnt. if you had a choice not to talk to me you would. lately, it seems like you only take advantage. you have always been the same. but hey i know im better than you, you, and you. their is so much more out their so stop judging, your opinions does not matter to anyone except for...
Ladies, am I right?
CS: freal? but I'm not an asshole! or I don't wanna be one! cos I think she's hurt!
Me: So? Don't associate with her if you don't want to because you feel bad! Thats the thing with us. You keep being nice to us, we're gonna keep thinking you like us lol when you push us away, you have to be kind of a jerk. Why? Because sooner or later we realize you guys are real. And what I mean by that is when you're not being a jerk and not pushing us away, it's like false hope lol be a little asshole and tell her the truth.
I never seem to ever wake up on time anymore. Im liking my freedom yet i dont. For some reason i miss nesw. Going to the bay the last week of december is a pondering thought in my mind. I want to get out of vegas. I miss chicago but for some reason i really want to celebrate new years in a different state. I think im kinda getting over the fact that i want a “guy” to talk too and that...